Watch My Garden Growing

My gardening attempts in a new environment.

I have allowed life to lead me by the short hairs

What I mean by that is, I have allowed life to lead me around instead of me leading my life. I have allowed myself to become the whiney, the excuse maker, saying “Woe is me.”

Listening to a sermon lately, I discovered the trials I am facing, the hardships of my existence, are in preparation for the life to come. I had been raised to believe that God’s people were inherently doomed to a life of trials in order to teach us something and/or to make corrections in our lives. I found myself always asking “What am I missing? What do I still need to learn?”
I still think there are things that I am missing and things that I need to learn but now I don’t think that it has anything to do with the trials I’m actually going through. I believe God has better place for us and we have to be strong enough to get there. I’m not talking about physical strength. I’m talking about emotional and spiritual strength.
I also know that I do need to make changes and I need to take control of my life. For example, I had to reschedule the conference from a Friday to a Saturday because the site double booked. I was not given many dates that I could choose to create this conference and because they moved me from a Friday to a Saturday I felt pinned in like I had no choice. when in actuality I could have said let’s do it on a Thursday or let’s do it the following Friday or I could have made other concessions one way or another. I allow the circumstances to dictate who I am and how I behave.
I have decided that I will no longer do that because I feel it harms Who I am spiritually.
As I get older I find that I no longer need to do certain things. My husband accused me of being one of those people who drive in the left hand lane knowing that they’re going to make a left hand turn eventually and refuses to go over the speed limit, and I have discovered that he is right. Actually, I’ve discovered that I don’t care about the little things as much as I used to. I’ll Drive in the left hand lane and I may go 5 miles over the limit but I’m not going to go 10 miles over the limit because someone else didn’t leave the house early enough to get to work on time.
5 meter resolution. Actually I’ve made a couple. I’ve decided that I will no longer attend any sessions held on a Saturday. I’ve decided that I don’t need to be part of 15 committees. I’ve decided that it’s OK for me to get up in the morning exercise eat a good breakfast to go to work and be happy at what I do. I’ve decided that working closer to home is more beneficial to me physically and spiritually then traveling two hours a day to get to a job that makes me crazy.
Don’t get me wrong, I love teaching I love my student and I even like most of my coworkers and my boss. what I don’t like is the red tape and I know it’s everywhere I don’t like knowing that nepotism is still alive and well I don’t like feeling that I have no control of doing my job. My job is a teacher librarian a library media specialist a librarian whatever you want to call it my job is to explore reading and literature with children and to help growing them a strong love of learning and reading so that they may succeed in life. this is not what I find myself doing however. I’m having to meet requirements that have nothing to do with literature or literacy. It has nothing to do with the love of reading. and I see that some of the practices we have actually cause children to not want to read to not enjoy the written word. And I find that difficult to handle. so I need change I need to be in an area where I can teach a child that a book can open new world a new life time to new experiences to them that reading can take them anywhere.

I am dictating this on my cell phone so I’ll come back later and actually correct my grammar do some editing and make this much more cohesive but I just needed to get my thoughts out this morning as I was listening to this sermon. so instead of allowing life to leave me I’m going to grab life by the short hairs and lead it around for a while. I’m going to enjoy my daughter’s graduation with her master’s degree. I’m going to enjoy spending time with my husband. I’m going to enjoy growing my own food being a healthier person. I’m going to enjoy going to church and being who I am. Who am I? there are so many versions of me that I almost don’t know where to start. first and foremost I’m a child of God. secondly I’m a wife and mother. after that I’m a woman who enjoys the art I enjoy sewing crocheting painting drawing reading obviously and gardening. I enjoyed camping being outside with my husband and enjoying the scenery. I am a little bit of the Earth Mother type. I believe in taking care of the earth and I believe in trying to take care of myself. So after this conference is over and I hand over the reins to my director elect, I plan to take a little step back. Back into Who I am. focus on my religious beliefs my personal beliefs my educational beliefs and work on creating the person I want to be instead of the person life has made me.

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Failed Experiments

Well, I am not impressed with the outcome of my eggshell pots for starting seeds. I cannot tell if the seeds are moist enough and the smell is a bit overwhelming. I must not have gotten all the albumin out of the shells because it smells like rotting eggs and soil around here!

So, I purchased a couple seed starting trays and will restart the seeds – ALL the ones I need in the ground in the next couple of weeks. #roundtwo LOL!

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DIY Garden Enclosure

Looks like a mini garden, cute and sensible for a small area.

Clover and Thyme

DIY Garden EnclosureWhen last I posted on the new garden enclosure, it was still just a base, sitting in our garage. Well, I’m happy to report that the garden enclosure construction is now complete, and so far I’ve planted some onions, peas and mesculin lettuce blend in their new home. 

I was kind of in a quandary over how to best describe the building process, since it was sweet Hubberman that did all the planning and work on this project. Soooo…I asked him to do more work and write up a guest post on the topic! What a guy I’ve got! Take it away…Hubberman!

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Spring is almost here

Although my garden beds are still under snow and will probably be surrounded by mud when spring actually rolls in, I have started looking at catalogs and reviewing websites, blogs, Facebook sites, etc in preparation.

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I have started my greens and onions. This year I am trying something new. I am starting my seeds in a starting medium and in biodegradable containers. Eggshells, cardboard tubing, and even straight into cardboard egg cartons. I see lettuce up in less than a week! It makes me smile and I feel so happy when I see the “babies” popping up.

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My baker’s rack is located in the window in my dining room and I will be adding more seeds over the next couple of weeks as we begin to warm up. My plan is to get these seeds ready to be transplanted by the end of the month when my husband will have the row covers and “hothouse” built.

 I plan to continue starting seeds for multiple plantings throughout the year with a final Fall crop of the cole crops in August. I also hope to can more vegetables this year. The more we read about ingredients in store bought canned foods and “fast” foods the more we choose to can and prepare at home.

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